about 30 minutes ago, i thought to myself that i wanted to get drunk. why? well, today wasn't especially a really bad day but I just felt really bad. I had some beer left from some party. I got it out, locked my door and got ready to get drunk. I drank 2 bottles of beer when I started to feel even worse. I thought alcohl would make me feel better but turned out, it didn't. I was drunk about 2 times before and when I was, i was genuienly happy. Maybe not that much afterwards but in that moment i felt great. maybe that's just what I needed in that moment. I don't know. But maybe, writing about how I feel will make me feel better.
And well, drinking alone isn't that much fun anyway soo
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